Saturday, December 21, 2013

No expectations

So,,, Trish emails me this:
*The sharpness of the truth has made the realist step up and usurped the romantic. So now, all I want is to have sex with you cuz I miss your kisses and I miss you fucking me and I miss hearing you groan when I make you cum. Simple. It's primal, it's unemotional. It's just sex. I finally get it. I'm okay with that now. Are you? Or do you see having sex with me a baby step towards getting back together? I just want you to be clear on what I'm offering so there will be no unmet expectations. I have none. And I don't want you to either. If we could just enjoy each other physically that would be awesome. Just sayin ;)*

I've been thinking about it and as much as a part of me is going,"Hell Ya!" Theirs another part of me going, "but what about the romance?"

If its just come over and fuck me sex, I'm not sure that will work between us. What connected us sexually was the emotion, the passion and yes romance. What if that is taken out of the equation and all that is left is the carnal lust? Will it all just fall flat?

A friend of mine said recently if I let go of expectations I will rarely be disappointed and I do understand the truth behind those words but does it relate to making love? I do have an expectation based on my sexual history with Trish and after the email was sent to me, texts followed that were almost business like in the setting up of time and day, what to bring and food etc...doesn't this take away from the spontaneity of the moment?

I guess I'll find out Sunday and if it all goes to hell in a hand basket, so be it! No expectations, therefor no disappointment. Right?

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