Thickness around my heart...didnt plan for this!
Trying to keep it together and contain myself.
I'm walking through my life and not seeing clearly
whats around.
Everything is foggy.
Push forward....forget..ya...that's what I'll do.
It's not my fault she says.
Then why has this happened?
Move forward...plan, contain, don't think too much.
Don't feel....live in a bubble. I do that well!
So many questions, so few answers, i am falling away.
Will it be such a messy life..always?
