Dance floor Extasy

Listening to Lil Louis- French Kiss....The heart thumping beat of sex. Transported to my youth...to sweat and crowded dance floors... The aroma of amonia lingers in the air from sniffed poppers.. Half dressed gay men in all their muscular glory... Our combined animal heat permeates the dance floor... The DJ brings us higher...we all jump in unison...some interlocked in sexually extasy... Grinding on strangers ...mixing our sweat, the passion... I'm soaked...sweat drips in rivers from my face....pure joy, extasy...I reach higher... No shame...no judges....pure freedom! She crosses the floor and looks into my eyes... I grab her...turn her back to me and we become the beat of sex... We meld together... arms intertwine ...pushing myself into her with every beat... I'm no longer here....every cell of my body is transported....mixed with hers... We move together in the heat...the beats...the lust in every note... our tribes... our ancestors connect us. She disapears into the crowd as Jungle beats and the crowd become one.... A pulsing orgasm that never stops...

The sweet taste of you

The Pitter Patter of rain on my forehead, I lift my head and stick my tongue out, She tastes sweet. I have had strange dreams of late... I have always dreamed of the faceless woman...she has been with me since my youth. I know her...I have always known her but... this time...the intimacy is more... she smiles with her eyes and is so peacful...she is home... I have never been able to feel content, she is. I have never been able to truly love, she can. When I wake I need her so badly I ache. It's always the same..that ache. She fills me with peace and love and I crave her when I wake.... but alway, always out of reach. The pitter patter of rain washes over me and I taste her. I love her so much and I lift and stretch my arm out, I move my fingers to her.... just out of my reach. I know if I can just touch her just once, I will soar and fly to the highest point with out fear, with love and peace I know it can happen....she has always been with me, the sweet taste of my dreams.

don't feel unhappy or discontent
I am now starting to realize my purpose.
Family has come back into my life...
I am here for my brother.
He needs my strength and my love.
So many years have gone by and it is like yesterday that we have spoken.
I don't feel small anymore.
I don't feel invisible.
I feel love.
He needs me and it's time I step up.