Why does she hurt me so?
Does she not want to be with me?
Why does being with me cause her such turmoil, moodiness?
She looks at me sometimes as if I have chained her.
I sense her conflict and so much time has been wasted in the aura of
her negativity.....does she see herself...really?
Does she know she has created so much of this?
Does she know she doesn't love herself?
Why does she have to be so defensive?
Why can't I reach her?
The only place I can touch her....feel her...love her...is in our intimate moments.
She changes after we make love.
Does she feel so vulnerable that she has to put her steel walls up back up?
Those walls I cannot scale.
She pulls her love away and then asks why am I so insecure, bullish...pushy.
I've never had you and yet....I feel so lost without you.
I have always touched your soul and you have always touched mine.
That...will never end.
Please, please see....please see what you need to do.... change...open your eyes....don't lose me..us.
I love you....
