perpetually tired...annoyed...
I feel my mother inside me...oozing
unhappiness...
I try so hard to pull out of the depth of it.
everyday its a struggle to live..
Lack of interest...lack of energy...
Being pulled down by an invisible cord and every single day
I pull up just enough...to see over the edge
Every single day that demon, that ugly putrid blackness entices me.
Stay here in the black...stay here with us and let us swallow you up whole.
Melt into the bleak, swim in the ocean of monsters and grey skies.
Why try anymore? Isn't it better with us? No more worry or doubt.
No more struggle.......
No more broken hearts and dreams.
Let go, it would be so much easier.
And.................Every Single day I find a reason not too.
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