Memories Rise

My anger and hurt eventually subsides, it always does.

Things unfold as they do but memories haunt me.

I'm notorious for living in the past and everyday is a struggle but...

not a day goes by when you don't enter my mind and thoughts unexpectedly.

I can be doing my work, or riding my bike, or sending an email and my thoughts drift to you.

I am still hurt and probably a little angry that you lost faith.

I know i left..it was my choice. Arent you happier now?

You have what you wanted...someone that loves you with out challenge...that accepts you for you..

That looks after you...supports you...your a wife again.

It's funny how that anger, sarcasm rises. I feel cheated too. I wanted a partner that wanted what I wanted.

That wasn't always doubtful and scared and moody...you wanted someone I wasn't. I wanted happy too.

But these things are not what I remember most. There are things that broke us and there are events that shaped us.

I remember your touch at the oddest of moments...your lips...your eyes still haunt me and at night when I lay down to sleep,

you invade me.