She no longer wants to be apart of me..
It doesn't matter that she hangs on...
It's not the same anymore..
The cord has been broken.
I am still apart of her life due to circumstances but
Sooner than later ....those ties will be cut too
Then....it will only be me...just me
Visions of her in another s arms flood my imagination
My vision with her ended.
The lesbian dream destroyed.
That's what it was for me....a vision of a lesbian life.
How I saw our happiness unfold...maybe that was always the problem?
Straight girl wanting a straight life with a lesbian woman?
There are lesbians and then there are lesbians....I am born into this life.
I breath it....she is a new flower...creating her own version of loving a woman.
Maybe it is just that simple?
Two different visions of happiness?
I can't change any of it. It is what it is. I loved her madly..that I know.
The dream has come to an end.
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